Confessions Of An Extraordinary Nobody

I'm Nobody. Yet I am Extraordinary. My secret? No secret. Each and every one of us has the seed of greatness. So what are YOU doing about it?

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Location: San Jose, California, United States

Spoiled Brat turned Asshole turned Punk turned Marine turned Huge Asshole turned tender warrior/philosopher/lover/learner. Or something like that. Nuff' said.

Friday, January 27, 2006

Moving again

Well, I found a place I really liked, so I'm gonna move. Again. Kinda sucks cuz I'm gonna have to pay two rents for Feb, the whole 30 days notice and all. Man, I wanna kill some zombies...

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Life is great

I'm doing well in school. I'm meeting cool people. I'm smoke free. I'm eating well. I'm sleeping well. I'm watching the 3 shows I love. I'm reading often again. I'm loosening up my body. I'm smelling good. I hooked back up with some friends from back then. I'm enjoying Life. How about YOU?

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Life is what happens when you wait for the right time

It's so easy to put things off till later. Procrastination, or as Steven Pressfield would name it, Resistance. I'm living the live I want right now, and it's fucking grand. Live life by design, not default, cuz at least then it's your choice. In Ethics class today we talked of, well... ethics. Heard a lot of different views, but I noticed all of those views are merely a byproduct of our society/culture. It's the same rehashed opinions that people say just to sound cool/good/smart/whatever. Like if MTV tells you yellow socks are in this season, tomorrow you'd see all these people wearing yellow socks. I can accept it if people have different opinions, in fact, I welcome it! But at least be it of your own opinion, having questioned, filtered, and decided on it. Don't just take what you hear somewhere and repeat it without truly understanding the implications of your "views." Well, after all this talk about other views, here are mine: The end justifies the means, except sometimes. There it is. Every situation is different. The world is constantly changing and in flux. It's like wanting to take a snapshot of a movie and define it. To impose some absolute rule about it. But it's not a photo, it's a movie! Hope I didn't lose anyone with the photo/movie analogy, it's the only one I can think of off the top of my head. Everything in nature is constantly changing and evolving. Nothing is static, except for dead things. So what does that tell you? Do not fear change, but embrace it. Yes, change brings the Unknown, and it can be pretty scary, but it can bring good things as well. Don't wait till the right time to change your life. Start today, now, right this second. Make that decision, without doubt or hesitation. Don't hold back, go full blown! If you mess up, so be it, it's part of the journey. But don't go into it half assed, cuz you'll just get your ass handed back to you.

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Infusion Lounge

I'm sitting inside of a Pod Chair at Infusion Lounge. It's a neat little place on 17th and K St. Downtown Sacramento. My sister recommended this place to me. She has good taste, cuz this place is pretty awesome. The coffee's yummy and the people are cool, especially the staff. They're really enthusiastic about their drinks, and it shows. I recommend anyone to check this place out if they're ever in the neighborhood.

Midmorning's contemplation

Slept well last night. I've noticed that my dreams have been very interesting these last couple of months. Not only are they crazy and wild, but I've been dreaming on a regular basis, almost every night. I wonder if it has anything to do with my spiritual developments? Started the off with Intu-Flow with Coach Sonnon (those of you who are not familiar with Scott Sonnon's work, visit RMAX.tv) I've been doing Intu-Flow about a week now and I've noticed something: I am actually looking foward to doing it! All of the other training and exercises I've done, I've always dread. Because, c'mon, nobody really likes "exercising." We'd rather stay in our bed (or in my case, sleeping bag) where it's warm and soft. Yes, I know, it feels great afterwards and sometimes during the exertion (when you've warmed up.) But starting the exercise? That's the worst part. Or it WAS the worst part. When I do Intu-Flow, I just plain feel good, from the start to the finished. Followed up with a quick 5 minute heartbeat meditation (thank you Steven Barnes! Darkush.blogspot.com) I think I'll go check out that coffee shop I've heard so much about. Good day everyone!

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

First day of school. First entry...

Okay, I'm starting this blog as a way to keep a journal, seeing as how I'm on the net everyday anyhow. Sure beats writing them in my leather journal. Leather journals are cool as all, but my fingers hurt.